Showing posts with label Thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Thoughts. Show all posts

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

صوت الميدان

سمعت صوت الميدان قلبي اتنفض
المصري أهو يا ولاد واقف زي الأسد

صوت الميدان مسموع و طالع في العالي
مليان شجن و دموع على شهيد غالي

و الله عليكي يا بلد جامدة و قويه
شبابك ضحوا عشان كرامة و حرية

لمسوا قلب المصري إلي ماشي جنب الحيط
صوته اتنبح في قول  اتمرمت و اتهديت

بيكو رجعله صوته و كرامته من تاني
ده الحرية غالية يا ولاد ماترجعش في ثواني

شباب عرف الصمود و الحب و الإصرار
عزيمته و قوته هيخلقوا  استقرار

 صوتكم يا أغلى  شباب خبط على كل باب
عدى بحور و تلال و غزى كل البلاد 

شباب مضطهد مغمور وصل حلمه للنور
رفض ظلم النظام و أتحرر زي العصفور

صوتنا هيشرف ولدنا و يرجع تاني امجادنا
رجعنا حريتنا و شرفنا أجدادنا

و لسة سامع صوت الميدان  بييجلجل من تاني
و الله عليك يا ميدان يا ماسح أحزاني

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

كنتوا فين لما هرب الأمان من البيوت، كنتوا فين لما بابك يا بلدي عشش عليه العنكبوت.


 كنتوا فين لما هرب الأمان من البيوت،
كنتوا فين لما بابك يا بلدي عشش عليه العنكبوت.

كنتو فين لما الخوف ملا الشوارع،
كنت فين يا دفعة ؟ كنت في مشوار و راجع

و هروبك يا مؤمن يا ترى كان بإيدك
ولا حفظ على النظام ، و طاعة لتعليمات سيدك

طلعت ضعيف و جبان
عايزنا نصدق إن سيدك  في أيده الأمان

لكن لا يا بلد شبابك رجالة
مش هانخاليي مكان للرعاع ولحوثالاه

و أه يا بلد معلهش سيد غير الله
و سيدك يا مؤمن عن طريقه تاه

لكن طول ما فينا روح المقومة و طول ما نورك يا بلدي طالع
نراك يا ظالم هتفضل أيدا و هانبعد عنا  المواجع

و هنصقت النظام و هنرجع الأمان
و طول يا بلدي مانتي خايفة شعبك عمره ما هاينام

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Celebrating the NEW Year with OLD Memories!

Two days ago, I was planning on writing a post about the new year, and how each and every person should be optimistic and stick to their dreams and goals. I was going to write about accomplishments and ambition, and mentioning all the great things in life we all should be grateful for. I was demanding a new beginning with no peaking at the past nor its bad memories!

The engine of my dreams was speeding and speeding , and my optimistic and successful future was paved, and the upcoming bright to-be future of my country started to sparkle. Its either I was driving so fast or there is just a problem with the road I was driving on, my dreams were crushed and my hope for a fruitful years was demolished! Reading about the Alexandria Church Bombing Incident broke my heart and stopped my engine of hope and dreams. For a while I couldn't believe what happened, but deep inside I knew it was expected. Instead of celebrating the new year and new beginnings we looked back at old devastating memories that will ruin the relations between all Egyptians, Muslims & Christians. So rather than Celebrating new beginnings we are getting closer to the end, the end of the Arab nation as whole!

I am not going to talk about politics nor I am going to talk about the internal and extremal affairs of the Egyptian government that did absolutely nothing and acted in pure negativity. Nor the troubles that all the Arab nation is facing, and not even mentioning parts of both religions that are against destruction. But I am going to talk about the Nation and the people who deserves a leap of faith to hang on to, the people who deserves to celebrate their happiness together with no discrimination against any race nor religion, a nation that should unite in order to overcome all the obstacles faced during the last 25 years.

How could we be looking at old memories? Simply because in October 2005 an incident that had the same "Destructive Goals" which is the huge buzz and the discrimination between both Christians and Muslims rather than keeping it together as one nation, the started protesting and killing each other, with know awareness what so ever of who is behind the "Destructive Buzz. As for today people are still looking behind at incidents that are close to the 2005 incidents, they are firing hatred among themselves rather than sticking together at this dim moments Egypt is facing.

As a little girl I remember watching TV and seeing Alexandria as beautiful place, seeing a home for Christians and Muslims and back then even Jews used to live there. The only thing that ever concerned them was looking after each other, sure they used to fight but as one nation, not against each other! I believe that this case didn't appear only at TV it was a pure reflection of reality and a vivid view of the Egyptian nation as whole, not only Alexandria.

Before wrapping up my post, I have one question to ask, if the person or the organization that did that just wanted to destruct the bodies of Christians, Why didn't they bombard the whole church? It would have been an easy task for them to do, but NO, the aim was to destruct the mind and the soul. The aim was to shed hatred among both Christians and Muslims, and assisting them in destructing each other, physically and morally. So, we must not give up we must hold on to the bonds between us, cause dear friends Egypt has had enough!

Starting this post, I had a pessimistic look at my future and the future of the nation as a whole, but I believe that the engine of hope and dreams should be turned back on, but as for myself I wont be able to turn it all by my own, I need my family and Christians and Muslims friends to work with me, I know that what happened is unbearable and I know that a lot of victims died, and I am deeply sorry for that. But we have to unite and stick together and try to prevent any upcoming destructive incidents. It's time to look at the light even if it is so dim and so far away, it time to take a leap of faith and hold on together, and to all youth out there its our time!

Happy New Year every one, and to all my Christians sisters & brothers my deepest condolences for you all, and remember what didn't kill us should always makes us stronger!

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Romantic Mood


I am not into romantic movies that much, but I feel an urge for needing them these days. Maybe because I am missing out in romance in my life now and maybe because I feel the need to be needed and I am missing on being missed and being taken care of.

Although I feel complete, but there is just this missing part, that doesn't seem to be completed anytime soon. There is a thrill and a shiver I am missing, there is passion that I can't find and there is love that I have and absolutely love but still there is something missing.

Well, that was a bit hard for me to say but I said it, cause I promised my blog I won't keep anything away from it and ii will always be honest. Its sad that I am personify-ing my blog, but it seems that its my only happy place now. My blog understands me, and give me a chance to say and share everything, without getting board or refusing to watch. My blog gives me love that I never experienced!

I feel so weird after writing all of that, anyways I am watching now a movie that I don't really like but for my sudden need for romance I want to watch. I am watching "habibi daaeman" a romantic Egyptian movie. :)

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Friday, November 26, 2010

Change is Possible!

Referring to my last post|.Egyptian Elections 2010: A Message to All Youth;

I wanted to say that change can take place and that it is already taking place. A couple of days ago before the elections, two Egyptian Facebook pages have been closed, Khaled Saeed & Mohamed El-Baradei. Khaled Saeed is an Egyptian young man who used to live in Alexandria, Khaled was victim of the emergency law that has been taken place in Egypt since the 80's after Sadat assassination. Mohamed El-Baradei is a very promising candidate to the next presidential election (that is if the government gave him a chance). Those two pages were closed due to their opposition to the government and its laws, the question is why close them? Because social media is the most powerful medium that government can't control.

I have to say that I was shocked after these two pager were closed, i thought that social media have lost its power, and that it can be controlled like every other medium is controlled and censored, but 1 day and the pages were activated again. It wasn't a smart move from the Facebook team to close the pages in the first place, because most of its Arab World members are from Egypt. Due to members requests, messages and constant complains the pages were activated again. A small window of hope was unlocked, a small window of change took place and a voice have been made.

The Facebook members that complained chose to change and chose to have a voice, and their number outranked the government. Bravo Facebook members!

The following is the message The Facebook team sent to the members:

Egyptian Elections 2010: A Message to All Youth




الشيخ امام عيسى   العيسوى بيه

Its the end of November 2010, and its time for the Parliament election in Egypt. So the parliament is supposed to work hard to, work out the problems of the country and please its people, I doubt that this is the case in any country not specifically in Egypt, but its most common in Egypt. 

The video above, is a song by El-Shai5 Emam Eissa, Lyrics: Ahmed Foaad Negm, both are prominent Egyptian figures. This song was made a long time ago, before people start realize the failures of the parliament and the Egyptian government, but still the failures existed. I believe that the government and the parliament have been always the same, having the same flaws and the same corruption existed. The problem is within us, within the people, back then we had artists who opposed the government, writers, actors, directors, singers, politicians, workers, business men, employees and even students.

The government is proceeding  in its corruption because of us, the elections remain to be unfair because of us, we don't have voice because we chose to shut our mouth and shut our ears .We don't have an identity nor self respect because we chose so, "They can't take our self respect, if we don't give it to them" ~ Ghandi. Its all about us, we chose to be brainwashed we chose to watch the media they are providing us with, we can choose to be better and we can choose to have a voice. 

So, a message to every one who wants to change the country, change yourself first, change your beliefs and your perspectives, change your attitude towards the country, and chose to have a voice; even if it wont be heard at the beginning, I believe that our population is point of strength not weakness, as they convince us it is.Our number is defiantly bigger than their number, Think about it!
  

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Inception





In the oxford dictionary inception is defined as the beginning of something, such as an undertaking; an initiation. Others define inception as a date on which something was introduced or started. Basically an inception is a start of something from its origin.  How can inception be related to the human beings, and how can it be related to their thoughts and ideas. Inception is an idea implanted in someone’s head that can probably change his perception towards something and thus their lives.

 Inception is so strong and it spreads like a virus, but yet it starts with a small and simple idea. Inception is simply your subconscious and how it reacts or believes certain things. Inception can come from a song or a word or even a movie or a book that will change the way we see things subconsciously without us knowing we are affected. The article will be divided into two parts, first is how can people possible create inception the second we will discuss how media can change lives, and implant ideas in people subconscious, does media know its doing this, is it agenda setting do they mean to implant inception?

Let me introduce something I would like to call the inceptive method which is the science of planting images and ideas into a subject's brain. The inceptive method consists of three parts, “The inceptor”, “The Inception” and “The Inceptee” Those three parts go through a channel that is called a subliminal channel.

                                            



The inceptor or the initiator is the one that embed the idea; the inception is the process of embedding the idea, while the Inceptee is the receiver of the idea. The subliminal channel is the subconscious mind, which subconsciously process the idea that eventually becomes its reality.

Inception is so deep, u have to get deep into someone subconscious and plant the simplest idea, the key hear is to choose a scenario that suits  the Inceptee and relate to their experience and manipulate their realities. Its not easy to plant ideas cause the subconscious mind will subconsciously activate its defense mechanism and fight the inceptor and that is how we protect our minds. At a point of your life u are somehow trained to protect your self from invaders whether physically, or mentally. Inception is like invasions of the mind, thus we protect our mind by referring to past experience and knowledge about a certain topic. 

If your thoughts are stable enough you won't be scared of being incepted but you will never know that you are, u just know that u are subconsciously facing a different experience that that  was not installed in your mind, thus it doesn’t exist in your frame of reference. Inception plants a simple idea, yet you help the inceptor of knowing what simple idea will affect you, than you become possessed by that idea, thinking about absolutely nothing but the idea you helped embedding in your mind. 

How can one person create inception? Close your eyes and imagine with me your darkest place, a place you fear the most, a place you feel unsafe in. Open your eyes now, probably no one saw this dark place but you, but are you sure of that? What if someone was in your head? What if someone was standing by you when you were closing your eyes, and monitored your frightened facial expressions? If you closed your eyes and imagined the whole experience and the idea of someone watching you crossed your mind, than my friend you have been invaded. This is a simple idea of inception, inception is much deeper than that, if I would create an inception in your head, I have to go deep into your fears and inner thoughts and study them very well so I can know what will affect you. 

Let’s search together for someone in our lives that we blindly trust and that is a credible source of information to us, yet he is so close to our mind and heart. Will you believe anything that person tells you? The answer varies, it depends on the depth of your subconscious mind and the way you see things. Your subconscious mind might believe the idea he was talking about, but you will need your consciousness  for inception to generate. How is that possible?  Inception is created when the idea is implanted in your subconscious mind, that when you wake up it becomes your reality, your consciousness to live with this reality and to act upon it.

In the movie Inception the idea is incepted in a dream, which is the subconscious mind, therefore when you wake up you will think but nothing but the idea incepted. Can this be inverted?  Well sometimes thinking too much of something make u dream of it and then the process happens starting from your real life ending in your dreams, to some people dream is reality. Meaning that they think too much of something, maybe something they fear, but they wont act upon it or believe it, but dreaming it makes it real for them. The dreams sometimes make the idea realistic for the people.  For example you were thinking about death, probably due to something you heard or saw, you keep thinking of that idea so deeply, accordingly you start dreaming of death. Now death is your reality you’re possessed by the idea of dying, that every time you cross the streets you feel that your life will end. The question is where did the idea of death come from? Did it come from a person you talked to, a close person that passed away or maybe a movie, or even a book? That is where the next idea takes place, inception in media!

 
Media inception is so typical and it possibly happen everyday even every second, but how and who is responsible for that inception. During my studies in media I was introduced to a term which is subliminal messages. Subliminal messages are hidden messages inserted in the media that are not supposed to be seen. Subliminal messaging therefore refers to the act of sending messages directly to the subconscious mind. Taking a deeper look, subliminal messages is implemented in the media by the media or the government to deliver a certain message or even sell a certain product to the subconscious mind of their audience. Therefore the audience is subliminally brainwashed. That is exactly what happens in inception; and idea takes place, it has to refer to the Inceptee (audience in the media scenario), using a subliminal channel (TV, Book, Song, Advertising), and voila you have been incepted without your knowledge!

The question is does the government or the media know that they are actually using the Inceptive method, well sadly they do. How will they control people without following the inceptive method, how will they shape society, demolish identities and destruct cultures? This is their only way to do so, and sadly people are victims of this manipulative process.  Let me introduce another theory which is the Agenda setting theory. The agenda-setting theory is the theory that the mass-news media have a large influence on audiences by their choice of what stories to consider newsworthy and how much prominence and space to give them. As mentioned you have a big hand in causing inception by giving your inceptors clues to your personality and thoughts, by deciding what and what not to do. It’s the same in media, according to the agenda setting theory. You let the media tell you what to watch; you set your agenda respectively. Yet you still don’t know you are being possessed and sometimes owned.

Concluding, inception doesn’t have to be evil, the idea itself might be something for the good of the society, or even for your own good. You just have to be careful of who knows the keys to your personality and mind, and why and how will they use them. 

By the way, the movie was great; it was one of the best movies I have ever seen! Great job Nolan, wonderful choice De Caprio.

Goodbye world, till next time





Sunday, August 8, 2010

Bits & Pieces

So, I know it has been so long since my last post, it is just that I didn't feel like writing, although  I had so much in mind. I don't know what should I call the state I was in but it was close to a coma! Let's cut it short I am writing this post to talk about many things but what really triggered me to write again is something that have been bothering me in the past 5 days. A series of unwanted dreams or as may I call it a series of unwanted NIGHTMARES. For the 5th day on the row I am having a dream that is killing me, it is almost the same dream but with slight changes from one to another or even sometimes different but having the same meaning!

LONELINESS that is the core idea of my dreams, the fact that I am always alone and that I always have a problem of fitting in, and the fact that I am betrayed and left alone from people that I think they are close to my heart. The feeling of loneliness and worrying doesn't want to leave me alone I a m full of fear and this fear doesn't want to leave me alone. I need to feel safe so I can sleep, but I don't know what can possibly make me feel safe, while every thing around me gives me a feeling of fear and worry. Well Hope it stops soon and I do hope I can find the way back to my pillow again, cause I really miss it.

Another thing that is on my mind heavily these days is the fact that I miss my pen, or my Keyboard :), I just miss writing, Yesterday I was looking at my old poetry and my old articles and I asked myself " Why they hell did I stop writing?"  Writing was who I am and now I stopped knowing who I am, I lost my identity and I lost my soul.

Imagine yourself at a restaurant and you order your favorite mushroom steak, with vegetables and rice on the side *Yummy*, but when the order comes, you are shocked it is still a steak but not your favorite steak, the mushrooms are missing and your favorite garnishes are not there, you think and then say to yourself this is not a complete meal! This exactly how I am feeling; a plate of mushroom steak without mushrooms nor garnishes. I just need lots of things to complete me, these things are within me but maybe I am to scared to let them out or maybe they don't have a chance to get out or maybe I am even too lazy to get them out!

I just want my life to be complete and me writing again is one of the things that will sure add up to my life, I miss my critical eye that triggers me into writing even if I will write lame poetry or meaningless short stories, I know I have the talent and I know I have the passion but maybe I lost the enthusiasm. For me to be able to write again anod retain back my critical eye I have to start reading again like I used to, I have to widen my horizon, I have to be me again, Cause all the good things that makes me the best mushroom steak dish are gone they no longer exist and that is killing me.

A thing that I need to do, is starting listening to more music and new music that will certainly get me back on track again, and I desperately need a camera I need to take photos and learn photography all over again, I want to start seeing life in camera lens again. I need to get busy and most of all I need to have a freakin social life! I need to feel the fun of hanging out with friends at shopping malls going through cloths, I need to have lunch with a dear friend and start talking and laughing till our mouths get dry. I need to have someone I can go out with when I am feeling lonely and bored, and most of all I need someone to talk to!

Well that is it for now!

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Untitled!

The cure for boredom is curiosity, There is no cure for curiosity
~Dorothy Parker




Like a child I might be curios and like a lion I might be nervous but most of all I am like a person who seeks perfectionism, I am a woman who likes every thing to be perfect look perfect, although I might not be a perfect women and I dont look perfect, but every thing I do has to be perfect. I have perfect timings, perfect plans, perfect work, perfect projects and most of all a perfect man at least he is perfect for me!

I love surprises and I love being unorgnized and crazy, but still I love plans, I love to make things ready, I love to know what the next step is going to be, or how it is going to happen. My personality have a lot of contradictions and  a lot of question marks. I am sane and yet insane, I am ordinary and yet original, I am organized and yet chaotic, I am lazy and yet very active, I am pessimistic and yet optimistic, I am aggressive and yet tender and most of all I am dependent and yet very very very very independent!


I don't see a problem of being crazy at times but when work starts you get your mind together and start being sane. I don't see a problem of being an ordinary person who does ordinary things but when its time to shine the original creative part of you strikes out. I don't see a problem of being a messy person in your room and papers and yet you manage to have an organized chaos, and when work time comes you tend to be very picky, precise and organized with your work and how it is presented. I don't see a problem of being lazy and out of mood and when its time to have fun and work you turn to this active energetic person that can not and will not be stoppable. I don't see a problem with being an optimistic person who has an pessimistic moments that makes you throw the towel and turn your back on life. I don't see a problem of being an independent strong woman who orders people and stand out in the crowd, and when she comes home and through her self in the arms of her man, she turns to this very weak, dependent woman, that needs to be loved and needs a hug that will make all the pain and hard work throughout her day vanish.

So this is basically my life and this is basically who I am and again who I am is who I want to be and I am so damn proud of who I have become.

N.B: I am Gemini